TypoQueen

 No More Explaining I’m tired of explaining how much I want you here, tired of painting the picture of us, while you keep the brush idle. I won’t wait at the door for a knock that may never come, or hold my breath for a wish you won’t speak. If you wanted me, I’d already know. If I was your choice, I wouldn’t have to ask. So I’m stepping back, not because I love you less— but because I’ve finally learned to love myself more

--- **Is There Still Us, or Just Me?** I hold on to echoes, of laughter that used to ring, Now silence sits heavy, where joy used to cling. I still say "we" in sentences, when talking about dreams, But your name fades from the future, slipping out of the seams. I text you my thoughts, you reply like a ghost— One word answers from the one I loved most. Do you still think of us, or is it just me here? Am I clinging to shadows, while you've disappeared? Is love still a song that you hum in your head? Or am I dancing alone to a beat that's long dead? So tell me the truth— don’t leave me halfway. Is there still an “us”… or its just Me ---

 **"Should I Give Up on You?"** —  --- It’s always me who’s waiting, While you forget I exist. I beg for minutes, You give the world to everyone else. I wanted your time — Not all of it, just enough to matter. But I was never enough, was I? Not loud enough to be heard, Not soft enough to be loved. You saw my heart on the floor And stepped over it like dust. I stayed. You left — even while standing next to me. Tell me, Should I keep watering a dead thing Or finally admit You never wanted to grow with me? ---

--- **"Ada Masa, Tapi Bukan Untukku"** Katamu sibuk, tiada ruang, Tiap pesanku tak kau sambut pulang, Aku belajar diam dalam luka, Belajar faham dari apa yang kau tak berkata. Tapi aku lihat senyummu di luar sana, Bersama mereka, tertawa bahagia, Kau ada masa—banyak rupanya, Cuma bukan untuk aku, yang pernah kau cinta. Jangan bilang masa itu tiada, Kerana aku lihat kau bahagia, Kau cuma pilih untuk tidak ada, Bila yang menanti itu—aku sahaja. Pedihnya bukan kerana kau hilang, Tapi kerana kau ada... Cuma bukan di sisiku, Bukan untukku, bukan denganku. ---